Juz came home from choir.....nothing to do....my parents n all inside their own rooms already.....i'm the only one left outside.....haiz........which that i could juz kill myself.....my can't i??????I mean who's gonna miss me of even care that i don't exist????But what ever......see school is driving me up the wall that i'm already have suicidal thoughts in the begining of the yr......juz hope that the yr will go through quickly so that i can have another long holiday.....n i really hope that what i study actually registers into my mind......if not then i will be dead......really have to study very very hard this yr......my grades last yr really sucked....i mean 27 in level....thats damn bad......
Either way think that i should try to do my history summaries....if not my teacher will summarise my behavior to my mother....n then i will be in deep trouble.....can't afford that to happen coz then....i don't know what would happen....hahaz.........ok.....g2g
Byez........caio.....adios...till nxt time take care....hahaz......